Ideal Type.. XD too free...

pai seh, cannot sleep during midnight...
nothing to do at all... so update blog a while.. LOL
just now go out yam cha wif dom , andrew and bernard..
really have a good time with them, unfortunately it starts raining cat and dog
wtf... really stupid weather.. when we trying to get to our car, the rain drops heavier and heavier
but it was 1.30am , we should be leaving cause they have morning class tomorrow..
wat the... when we reach bukit beruang, no more RAIN.. ZZZ
the GOD must be crazy... when we have the intention to leave, He was like purposely to make the rain bigger causing us to stuck at the stupid mamak stall... summore we couldnt talk cause the noise caused by the rain drop is too loud, we need to talk louder as usual...
but sometimes i feel that it was very nice to have a bunch of friend gather together and talk about our past.. it was sweet memory indeed and sometimes we really have to laugh at ourselves about what we have done in the past...

Well, back to the TITLE display on my blog... XD
my ideal type.. paiseh , u all should know my ideal type shud be korean gals.. right?
well , i have a surprise at the end of the blog...~
just to share with u all about my ideal type..
btw , bernard always say i keep change my favourite artist..
seriously , i cant deny it.. because they are just just just so perfect to me..
but i know there is nobody as PERFECT.. XD


Name : Gianna Jun(Jeon Ji Hyun)
Age : 29 (October 30, 1981)
i know she is quite old for me.. but currently there are rumors about her and Rain.. Uhm? i think they quite match to each other.. As korea no.1 actress with korea no.1 celebrity.. How about that? LOL


Name : Kang Ji Young
Age : 16 (1994-01-18)
LOL , she is the type that i want for long time, cute and i dono what to say? innocent?seriously seeing her smile can really brighten up my days..(yeah, i know i am quite crazy = =)
btw, although she is 16 years old , but her height seriously doesnt match her age... She is cute and my most lovely member in KARA

Name : Ham Eun Jung
Age : 22 (1988-12-12)
Perhaps this gal is the most seductive gal for me.. Perhaps to say she is quite mature? Erm, seriously natural Korean Beauty~ She has the image of the Korean side.. I just dono how to describe.. btw, call me insane instead.. XD

Name : Kwon Yuri
Age : 21 (December 5, 1989)
hehe, i think she is my most favourite member in SNSD!! Dancer , cute image, btw she dont like to lose.. = ='' i really enjoy watching her dancing, although her singing ability couldnt compare to others but her funny acts and many of her little thing really does bring a lot of joy...


Name : Kang Ji Hyun(So You)
Age : February 12, 1992 (1992-02-12) (age 18)
Erm, freshie in Kpop? Yea, she just debuted not long ago with the song 'Push Push' , this song is really catchy, seriously it was nice..! as she is a newcomer.. so seriously i dono much about her.. Well , her fresh image really put a 'A' grade in my heart.. her voice seriously is very much, especially the part she sang about "she is different from others, sexy gal" hard to type in korean.. so i just direct translate to english.. = =''


Name : Park Ji Yeon
Age : 17 (June 7, 1993)
Seriously this gal is really talented.. She just finished filming Gosa 2 aka Death Bell 2.. Really looking forward for this movie although this is a scary movie.. although i dont like watching ghost movie in the cinema bcuz of the stupid sound effect.. but for her, i think i willing to watch.. and call me moron by the way... HAHAHA..

Name : Goo Hara

Age : 19 (January 13, 1991)

This gal is very sexy and very cute.. HAHA , her waist is only 20 inches , believe it or not?
= =''
seriously u should watch her in Invincible Youth, she is totally HOT! i think i continue to watch the show without yuri and sunny and hyuna, she plays very important role.. I think she sometimes really cute ^^
and the MOST surprising part....

Name : Bernard Lee Xie Ming(JOKING)
Age : 20 (birth date forget liao) lazy go check cause he is not worth for me to check on.. XD
joking joking
he is the only my foundation classmate leftover in Malacca as others went to cyber and other are different course from us.. So everyday we usually have our dinner together.. It may sounds gay.. but of course, i think 40% of my daily routine is with him.. excluding holidays..
haha...

Bernard if you see this post , i think the 1st word u will say is : "sohai"
Am i right? i know u too well.. XD
BYE , time to off for bed.. Night!

Rest~

A busy weekend with friends from Cyberjaya..
Wee kiat's birthday had spend us a day
and of course our paintball activities is another..
suddenly feels that happy moment passed very fast..
Phew, somemore to catch up with FIFA world cup 2010
this few days is really tiring and busy.. Zzz..
Finally today i made it , i SKIPPED the stupid BHR class and take a good rest
at home, but the weather is too HOT... i cant sleep at all.. = =''

人，也会有累垮的时候
试着放慢脚步，好好休息一下！





btw, she is Eunjung from T-ara...
Always support her ya!
LOL , how i wish i can sleep like her~
Eunjung fighting!

Long Lost Memories...

Time pass without any warning..
I didnt realize i had leave my secondary school for 3 years~
3 years seems so short.. Everything happened in a blink of eye
Sometimes when you walk into the society,
you really have to admit Life is Hard
we used to dream about freedom..
Yeah , now we get it..
But we miss where we belong..
for 17 years, i have been staying at there...
I really miss my hometown..
I wish to go back there... T.T
seems like many of my junior had grown a lot..
Hell , kinda a bit zzzz
Well , sometimes i just wondering,
what will be my future?
yeah , being an accountant and sit at the firm , working whole day?
nah , i don't like to work.... Seriously.. Zzz
So? - -'' when i figure it out the thing that i want to do,
usually i forget in a couple of minutes.. Zzz
Then i remember about the 6 months free after my SPM
erm, really miss that kind of long long long holiday!!!
Arggghhh!! WHY MMU holiday so short? from 3 weeks reduced to 2 weeks.. Zzz
6 months!! i shud had done a lot of things.. Zzz
Nvm
Off for ITALY VS PARAGUAY!!
World Cup~ Lets go!

Stuck

It has been a long long story..
I think this part was the worst in my life..
I never failed any subjects no matter during my primary , secondary
even foundation..
But i eventually failed my FAR during Beta Year for the 1st time in my life..
Every time i c ppl failed their paper.. I was so sad, couldnt help them at all..
Just know how to console them.. But i know the feeling..
The feeling is the worst at all.. Well , maybe some people are lucky..
Like what they say.. I suddenly feel that i really have to wake up..
Time to be much more responsible
Don't wait , wait till the last minute
Do it , don't waste time
But is that really me? Sometimes my dignity is really make me gone mad..
I have a thing in my life who stop me from success , arrogant / stubborn...
I doesnt like to listen to people's advice.. Well , sometimes i may even consider..
but i think i would hardly accept it..
Is it an act of immature? I just don't know anything about it..
Well , maybe like what people say , FAR is hard.. but still they manage to pass it..
What i get is 'F' in the result slip.. It was hurting me badly..
I don't know how it feels when getting a 'F' during the exam.. Fine!
I screwed up my FAR and i screwed up everything..
PTPTN will be barred from 1 sem.. As what they say , but i don't give a damn..
it is ok for me to go through a life which is boring, yeah , i have to stay at home and STUDY!
oh this is madness!!!
For me? That is totally impossible... Should i? Just a damn stupid thing.. Aiya , don't have to care about it , late people 1 sem only ma , doesnt affect much...
Yea , that was in my thinking for few weeks ago..
But seriously, i can't let go of it...
Mom say : it is normal to fail an exam , do ur best next time..
My mom is really an understanding person , she doesnt scold me at all, but to console me and teach me , why and why and why i failed this exam.. Now i know..
Family , is really important to me..
When i left my home for my study , i totally ignore my family , only they phone me , but i never phone them, even it was , i was just asking for pocket money.. Useless right?
Yea , blame me for everything , i used to hate it so much.. But now , all i want is to turn back everything , this is not End of the World , this is the beginning..
It starts over and over again.. I had this experience during my form 2, although didn't failed my exam , but 121 ,this figure is damn stuck deeply inside my mind..
She changed my life eventually ,
i used to hate her so much , but i would like to say thanks to her(my secondary teacher)
it was upon some reasons.. Now i know
Secondary teacher is much MORE better than University Lecturer..
I know i shudnt blame them for failing me...
I know where my standard are...
So i think it is time to reset...
I cannot be like this forever...
I have to change it..
I feel that i just stuck in the middle of nowhere...
This feeling sucks!!
I hate it but it was my mom , who had gave me a lot of support...
MOM , you're the best in the world!!
I just wanna love u forever till the day i die...
Sometimes tears doesnt bring sadness away , although i didnt cry
but deep inside , the satisfaction level is totally negative..
I hate to lose sometimes
SO I WONT GIVE UP..
I wont let it happen again...
This i promise myself... and to my dearest mom...
I will get up and make everything back to normal..
I can make it right... I knew it...
This is because i have the most wonderful woman in my life and
she is my past girlfriend , my MOM



MOM , i love you deeeeeeeeeeeeeeply in my heart... Thanks!

我的全智贤

T-ara Eunjung~

Didn't visit my blog lately~ PAI SEH arrr... T.T''
busy lately , today my MUET just over! Gratzzz to myself.. = =''
although it isnt tough as i thought , but nervous still there..
i still got a bit 怯场~
but the feeling is quite ok.. =D

hope can get BAND 3~ ^^ then everything will be over...

~.~'' Today would like to blog about an idol again.. PAI SEH ARRRR~..
Her name is Eun Jung!! From T-ara, she is a leader too.. main vocal and rapper..
yeah! i love T-ara rapping song, just dono why.. if interested , try to search
T.T.L(time to love) - T-ara ft Supernova..~ Quite nice although old song.. =D



her pure face without make up( when she was 1st debut.. singing LIES~)

the song is quite ok , the song is performed with ex-members , Ji Ae and Ji Won
they both left the group due to the song style they wished to sing.. i get this from wikipedia by the way.. = =''
soon Boram (Dominic's fav) and Q-ri(she is pretty but sometimes her face was like.. errrmmm
how to say? EMO? LOLx) suits KAY~ ^^
ok.. back to Eun Jung

if u look at previous pict and u say she is kinda not pretty.. LOL
then you are completely wrong.. now let us c...

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ta da!~

completely different right? maybe because of her hairstyle.. love her 99

LOL , now let c her another side...



black and sexy with eye shadow ON..~
i would like to tell her : please kill me softly... XD
jk jk...~

• Birth name: Hahm Eun-jung (함은정)
• Date of birth: December 12, 1988 (1988-12-12) (age 21)

lately she got problem with 'swearing at invincible youth' = =''
got a bit stunned.. those anti-FANS really annoying.. she jz talk something very quietly.. then
it was like a big matter to them.. Pity Eun Jung~ T.T''
but it is over now.. she is cute.. lol~
paiseh , i think i ki siao liao.. = =''
SO... plz support her always ya!
Eun Jung T-ara...

And share with you all... her pre-debut pict...

in this pict... i feels that she looks like someone..
Chelsea... (faggot wee kiat's sister) XD
i think he will hunt me down soon.. LOL
GOT to go now..
I will blog about Jeon Ji Hyun(Gianna Jun) next time..
For those who taking exam.. GOOD LUCKS!!!

Story of a boy and a gal

It all happens during secondary school,
that day was a sunny day,
he went to the canteen, rushing there because he was too hungry
as he only consume a milo drinks every morning(yummy)
she was carrying a bowl of hot noodle soup, was trying to find her gang
to eat together..
this is how they meet and get close..
their 1st affair...
he accidentally pushed the gal, the noodle just spoiled.. OMG
he was so nervous, well , this kind of small matter...
buy new 1 only la, walao e, that gal dun wan...
she wan a chicken chop.. = ='' how can she be like tat o?
RM2 = noodle
RM5 = chicken chop..

So the boy have nothing to say , what to do? Hello, u cause people cannot eat le..
u dun wan to buy meh? >.<'' Soon, they start to talk, play around , even though they are different class but still their bond with each other still very strong... so 1 day, the boy went to tuition.. >.<'' as he heard that the gal have to wait for her mom to pick her up.. He decide to accompany to walk around the shopping mall..

That is the 1st time they date.. The boy bought an ice-cream for the gal , two childish children sitting at the bench, enjoying their vanilla sundae cone.. That was so sweet...
Sooner, the boy realize he had fall for the gal... But he duno how the gal feels.. He was very nervous.. So after they were graduated, the boy decide to propose to her..
He even go to buy a new shoes because of her.. He dressed well that day, and ask her out.. The reason he tell her is i feels boring...
He never date her before.. But surprisingly, the gal nodded her head and say 'yes'! The boy was so excited and happy..
But the bad things come when the happy things passed..
That day was a rainy day and She was sick.. How sad the boy is..

So he have the intention to give up propose to her..
She didn't online during that week,
heard that she went to KL to have her treatment for dengue..
The boy was so worried about her, but what can he do?
a 17 years old boy with no money,no car license, and credit card, how he went to KL to meet the gal? >.<'' he pray for her every night before he went to sleep.

Few days later, the gal came back, but the boy doesn't have the courage to ask her out again. So he just sit at home, enjoying his holiday by watching television and play games. During evening, the phone rang... he was too busy playing game, didn't notice who is calling him... so he just pick up the phone..
Stranger : "Hello, XXXX there?"
Boy : "Yea, wassup , busy now.. Who are you?"
Stranger : " U duno me meh? walao e, ppl sick liao, u nvr console ppl, now asking who am i? so sad la!"


Ehhhh??????? the voice sounds so familiar..
OMG , it was the gal! >.<''

Boy : "paiseh lo, how i know is u, u sounds so weak, why not take some rest?"
Gal : "Like tis la, people want ask u out, u ask ppl sleep at home.."
The boy stunned...
His mouse suddenly stopped,
and his hero just stand there and let opponent pawned him.. = =''
> hello , concentrate plz< ~.~''
the boy tot he was dreaming... but he is not..
he pinched himself again.. ouch, it was pain, it was REAL! >.<'' she ask me out...!!!
OMG!! OMG!!

After hanging out, the boy feels that he cannot wait anymore.. Is now or NEVER.. The gal is going to leave the town soon to further her study..

So he ask her , what she feels about him?
At 1st, he never expect the gal to say something nice to him, cause they both always jokes around... >.<'' but that day, she say the boy is protective , sweet and care for someone.. Wow, how happy was that boy! So he propose to her.. The street light was so attractive, the cafe left only him and her.. the staff was busy cleaning the table, and


this is how he hold her hands for the 1st time..

비(Rain) - 널 붙잡을 노래(Love Song)

널 붙잡을 노래(挽留你的歌) - 비(Rain)
Back To The Basic



오늘도 서성이는 너의 집 화가나는 걸/今天又在妳家门前踱来踱去 然后生气了
나는 힘든데 나는 힘든데 이렇게/我好累 我真的好累 该怎么办
하지만 나는 어쩔 수 없어/但是 我却什么也不能做
니 맘을 돌리긴 너무 늦은걸/要让妳回心转意 已经太迟了
끝나버렸어 어쩔 수 없어 이젠/现在 已经结束了

한순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이 날 밀어내/就在那一刻 我熟悉的妳的手 竟然将我推开
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해/我能怎么办 我该怎么办
오늘도 떠나간 너의 숨결 아직도 널 사랑해/已经不在我身边的妳的呼吸声 但我却还爱着妳
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해 제발/我能怎么办 我该怎么办 拜托
오~ 제발 돌아와/哦~ 请妳回到我身边

난 니가 생각 나 자꾸만 생각 나/我总是想妳 不停的想起妳
예전처럼 니 손 잡을 수가 없어/却没办法像以前一样 紧紧握住妳的手
난 니가 너무 좋아서 너의 모든 걸 못 잊어/我是这么爱妳 妳的一切都牢记在脑海里
이 노래는 널 붙잡을 수 있는 노래/而这首歌 是要挽回妳的歌曲

한순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이 날 밀어내/就在那一刻 我熟悉的妳的手 竟然将我推开
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해/我能怎么办 我该怎么办
오늘도 떠나간 너의 숨결 아직도 널 사랑해/已经不在我身边的妳的呼吸声 但我却还爱着妳
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해/我能怎么办 我该怎么办

나와 마주치던 그 눈빛으로 그냥 나를 다시 봐요/请妳用以前与我相望的视线再看看我
그 눈빛 내게 말을 해줄래 아직도 사랑한다고/用妳的眼神告诉我 說妳现在还爱着我

한순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이 날 밀어내/就在那一刻 我熟悉的妳的手 竟然将我推开
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해/我能怎么办 我该怎么办
오늘도 떠나간 너의 숨결 아직도 널 사랑해/已经不在我身边的妳的呼吸声 但我却还爱着妳
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해 제발/我能怎么办 我该怎么办 拜托
오~ 제발 사랑해/哦~ 拜托 拜托 我爱妳

I really love the meaning of this song..
of course the dance move made by Rain is still very cool..

Random post

I really really hope that
time can be reversed... but i know it is impossible
i really hate myself
why i being here?
i am a failure
i meet something bad
and my mood will be disturbed..
mood swing i mean...
i really hate that kind of feeling..
where is the original me?
do i care about it when i was young?
i getting more emotional than before..
is that a good thing?
some people may say i m kinda harsh
some people may say i m kinda stubborn or weak , bla bla bla, watever...
i don't really care what people say
i am standing in here right now
but i just don't know where i should going
instead , everything just seems like out of my control
i feel that i need to face many things as i grow up
is there more pressure in the future?
i guess it is...
oh shit, can those stupid stuffs just leave my mind for a moment? please?
such a headache things to think about....
can i cope with it? i just don't know about it
my heart is broken ,
seriously i am still not over it (something deep inside my heart)
why? why this happening to me? i really couldn't understand...
as i watch other people, other children ,
my heart really bleeds... sometimes , tears filled up my eyes..
just it never flows out...
i really need to find back myself...
who am i? watching myself through the water....
it wasnt me , it wasnt anyone...
it was a stranger......
i really miss the moment that somebody is consoling me
i really miss the moment that i feel sweet
i really miss the moment that we being together


I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

My Sassy Girl

lately i just watched a movie call 'My Sassy Girlfriend"(Korean version)

Yea, it is an old movie, i still remember i watched it with my family few years ago..
but i think there isn't any more chance to watch movie with them anymore..
Sad T.T , being a grown-up adult sometimes isn't a good thing...
When we were small, we keep thinking that being adult is good...
But as time passed by, start to miss those sweet memories since childhood..
Erm.. i still remember her when i was in primary school.. Should i say 1st love?
her name is 李丽欣.. that's what i remember..
She just sit beside me when we are just kids, 1st day i went to standard 5
i was arranged to sit beside her till standard 6... As u all know, i skipped my standard 3..
we were so innocent when we meet each other... Too bad, she left me during standard 6..
She is going to KL due to her parents' career.. So she just left me alone in KB, i wonder
if she never leaves me, what will happens between both of us?
When i went to form 1, she did send a greeting card to me, but i was too young to think of those
love stuffs , so i just ignored it... Hell.. = =''
I didn't even reply her anythings.. So everything just be normal till today..
Just hope that she still remember me if we meet someday.. =)

I'm too into my past till i forget to intro u all about the movie..
Hell , the movie is nice, i wonder why i never notice about the meaning inside the movie?
Maybe i was too young when i was 10? LOL...

The synopsis was so long, so i would recommend you all to read it through google.. = =''
I love it when Jeon Ji Hyeon ( 全智賢 ) said you would die, if you didn't do this , do that..
I love it when they exchange shoes, because her 'girlfriend' feels pain by wearing
high heels..
Any gals mind being my girlfriend , and let me try on your high heel? XD
joking only, but i do really hope to find someone like this..
Playing with some funny stuffs when sitting on a train..
Pinch my ear when i doesn't listen to what she said..

Besides, i love some quotes inside this movie,

- Fate is a bridge that brings lover together
- I trying to find somebody's shadow on you
- As I love you more and more, deep inside my heart, i feel guilty
- You will die if you don't follow my words

This movie is really funny + sweet too.. =)
Yawn~ Time to sleep
and dream of my sassy girlfriend!.. Night