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I really really hope that
time can be reversed... but i know it is impossible
i really hate myself
why i being here?
i am a failure
i meet something bad
and my mood will be disturbed..
mood swing i mean...
i really hate that kind of feeling..
where is the original me?
do i care about it when i was young?
i getting more emotional than before..
is that a good thing?
some people may say i m kinda harsh
some people may say i m kinda stubborn or weak , bla bla bla, watever...
i don't really care what people say
i am standing in here right now
but i just don't know where i should going
instead , everything just seems like out of my control
i feel that i need to face many things as i grow up
is there more pressure in the future?
i guess it is...
oh shit, can those stupid stuffs just leave my mind for a moment? please?
such a headache things to think about....
can i cope with it? i just don't know about it
my heart is broken ,
seriously i am still not over it (something deep inside my heart)
why? why this happening to me? i really couldn't understand...
as i watch other people, other children ,
my heart really bleeds... sometimes , tears filled up my eyes..
just it never flows out...
i really need to find back myself...
who am i? watching myself through the water....
it wasnt me , it wasnt anyone...
it was a stranger......
i really miss the moment that somebody is consoling me
i really miss the moment that i feel sweet
i really miss the moment that we being together


I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!