Random Post and My dream girl =)

I have been in this world for 19 years..
Well , it may be a long duration, but today when i look back to all my secondary and primary photo.
It feels like it all happens in just a blink of eyes.
All those things seems like an illusion for me.
Watching myself in front of a piece for mirror , my height , my weight , my face , everythings had changed..
I love travel , i admit it , besides , i like freedom too...
I really love to travel alone without any people beside me..
Jz that i never had that chance till now
I wish to go Korea alone but my dad said to me , you were too young to go alone
I wish to go Bali alone but i feel a bit scare..
Why i am like this?
I need someone to hold on , but i don't wan to be in a relationship
I need things that i want , but i just cant get it
I really wish that someday i can just leave it all and runaway..
To tolerate , to endure , everything
I just don't know what i want..
Well , at least i know music is the medicine for me right now..
By listening to the music
Everything will be fine
Miracle is just a things that i never expect
I only believe in myself to get the things i want
But sometimes i do dream about it
Why i am expecting things that will not happen?

Am i waiting for the right person?
Is it worth?
I don't know...
But watching her
It does makes me smile..
Life is hard indeed


Well , i just don't know what i am writing , maybe lately it is kinda boring for me to do so
Mid-term coming , tons of assignment , oh my god!
I hate MMU , i just don't know why i choose this university
regret is too late for me.. Haiz..
Seriously , i need my own opinion!
I need to be happy!
I need freedom!
I need time!
I need money!
I need to be success!

Well , i think it is time for me to introduce the girl that lift up my day for nearly 1 year..

ta
ta
ta!



her name is Kwon Yuri (권유리) !
Haha , i think you all should know that the girl i wish to get is her, right?
But i think is just a dream..
Well , her smile is really charming and attractive
i won't feel boring watching her pictures all day
well , maybe you all will think that i m kinda crazy..
Well , indeed i am! XD
Now lets cheer up , tomorrow will be fine!



Currently listening to
Girl's Generation - It's Love (Taeyeon and Sunny)
Heading to the ground OST

SNSD album finally reached.. ^^

Wow , waited for so long
Finally SNSD new album - Oh! reached..

Share with you all 1st :

SNSD - 2nd album : Oh!
Heard kay said that every album will give 1 random card of SNSD..
So me and kay are kinda dissappointed..
Because he get Jessica
I get Sooyoung
LOL , but nvm la , at least we got the album far from Korea..
Ermm Ermm.. look back , i think i havent update my blog for kinda long duration..
So sien lately.. Shud jz stay at kb sia.. Zzzz.. ahhh!!!!!
I wan my freedom
I wan everything

Seriously need a vacation without any worries..!!

New Target Set For 2009!

1. Study Hard and try get at least 3.5 or above in my 1st sem! (in progress)

2. Save up to RM2000 inside my bank account in 1 year ( seems dreaming huh? still trying... )

3. Collect all SNSD's album! (4 out of 5 had been collected , left 1 more to go!)

4. Learn Korean Language (uhmm , so so so hard..)

5. To join any activities that would benefit me (trying)

6. Eager to meet cyberjaya's friends at least once a month (uhhm i had been there twice for this month!)

7. Get home at least once a month ( since i don't have class during Friday.. Try to go home when i can!)

8. To create a trip for our ex-classmates again? (uhmm , planning in progress to Pulau Tioman with our TARC Singer - Kho PJ)

9. Try to get a rest when i have free time? (good idea!)

10. Sleep More!

11. Grow FAT! ( i hope this will work! )

12. Try to shrink my expenses (haiz , everytime also the same , over budget!)

13. Try to get back to Grandma's house more(busy and tired.. =.='')

14.Watch the movie i want to! (This seems more reality.. LOL)

Boring day again after coming back from malacca,


but i feel very happy to meet Zeta Shee at Cyberjaya yesterday..


Emm , then later we went to Sunway to meet our singer PJ and his girlfriend..


that was the 1st time i meet his girlfriend although he always mention his girlfriend..


B4 we tot not to speak out any stupid words but that fella was the one who start it!


My 1st reaction was whoa!


are he crazy or wat? =.=''


Well back to the point..


Then later we just went to Kim Gary(NOT AGAIN?!=.='') to have our 'lim teh session' , talk about our foundation..


Uhmm , miss those old days.. But time wouldnt turn back for u..


Suddenly Kay's phone rang, wohoo, SNSD - Genie album had reached!


We just walk around at Sunway for nothing because our wallet is lack of MONEY! $$$ haiz.. Then Kay was searching for SNSD - Baby Baby album..


But in the end, he failed.. Woohoo , =P i had bought that album!


Then we had our dinner at Carl's Junior which we failed to have it last time...Grrr..
So then later we bought a 'souvenier' for our Monkey Sim..
Uhmmm , it only cost us RM1.20.. Cheap right? it makes us laugh for a moment!
He will be surprised.. lol
Well , so we had our DotA session till midnight 4am...
Then Sheeeeeeeeeeeeee beh tahan ady and went to sleep...


So me and kay still watching SNSD video till 5am.. Then we went to bed
Tot wanna go back at 1pm but we both woke up at 2pm! =.=''
So we cepat cepat go bath and collect our things(actually it was very slow)
Then have our lunch at The Walk.. Uhmm , nice environment + nice food = life is good!
Then send Shee back to Cyberia..


Oh! meet our Hong Yeh a.k.a PekPek Head when we are gossiping about him...


He was inside the bus when we are guessing what time he is coming back and we pass by him after a couple of minutes..

He accidently hurt himself BY HIMSELF! Cool Right? Told u , he was a sohai! haha.. joking joking...
Then later Sim come meet us , the 1st thing he give me is a kick by using his ultimate Monkey Leg! This is because he was damn 'excited' when he saw the present we gave to him.. LOL!
Sim , hope u like the 'souveneir' we gave to u..!?
So we 5 ppl had a chat till the guard chased us..=.='' if not , i think we will talk till we had our dinner..
Then start Wangan The Show (starrring by Lim Li Ping a.k.a Kay and Eric[assistant]) driving a Nissan Latio race at the Highway! I was sitting inside his car and having a 'horse riding'... LOL
FINALLY... after 1 1/2 hour , The Show ended!


We then later go to collect our Genie(Tell Me Your Wish) Album! Yippie!!


Album together with POSTER! So damn like it and it cost us RM72.9!


well , i think i gonna starve for tis week AGAIN... well , normal condition.. Hahaha!


소원을 말해봐! Tell Me Your Wish
By SO NYUH SHI DAE(SNSD)

朋友

今天刚与一位好朋友
吵架了...
心情超不好的
有时候，只能怪自己脾气有点倔强
不肯低头认输
但经过这件事之后，让我发现到
其实问题有时候并不在别人身上
自己本身也要附上一点责任
也许他真的不知道了？
也许我真的错怪了他
但这样也让我更了解他
我伤心时，是他陪我
我开心时，是他陪我
我寂寞时，是他陪我
也许是我的语气重了一些
我只想对他说声对不起
我相信我们的友谊
并没那么脆弱...
对不起

爱与恨的交叉点

钟声响起的那一刻
幸福究竟遥远吗？
这问题
究竟有答案吗？
有人说幸福就在你眼前
是看你会不会去珍惜
我不曾怀疑过没有真心
爱与恨之间，究竟
是爱得恨之入骨
还是恨得无法忘怀
其实，爱与恨的交叉点
是让人无法了解
为何有爱，为何会有恨？
由爱成恨？
错了，是看你如何去对待此事
只要不去恨一个人，你会活得更开心
只要不去爱一个人，你就不会被伤害
只要是曾经爱过，
就不曾后悔，只是时间实在太短暂
还有很多已经无法实现了
未来的路不再一起走下去
但只要真的真心去喜欢一个人，
就算他对你做什么，你也不会在意
因为爱是需要包容，迁就
只要一方肯退让一步
一切就没事了

愿天下有情人，终成眷属...

对与错

是怎样的缘份，指引我们相识？

在生命的际遇里，人海之中，我们认识了

从陌生人，我们成了无话不说的好朋友

时间冲不淡真情的酒

就让我一直沉睡在梦里

好让我永远只看见你

是你让我觉得

世界其实是很美好的

爱一个人并不痛苦

但要让她明白你的真心

并不容易

天下哪有不劳而获的感情

只要爱了，就不要害怕

因为我们不知明日会发生什么事

所以

每一天我们都要让自己活得最开心

每一天都要用尽全心全意去爱一个人


只要她开心，退出又如何？


只要她开心，受了伤害又如何？


只要她开心，我们都应尽我们的能力


满足她所需的一切！


在爱情里，没有对与错


只要你付出了，就不要求任何回报

只要你是真心的爱她就足够了


当一个男人对你说他爱你时，别怀疑


因为我爱你，要说出来并不容易


勇气是十分需要的


难道我们不怕被拒绝吗？


错了，因为我们不想对不起自己


人生实在是太短了，既然爱了，就要无怨无悔


就算受尽委屈，又如何


就算被人取笑，又如何


就算被人知道，又如何


就算被拒绝 ，又如何


难道没遇过挫折吗？


既然经不起爱情的考验，


接受不了失败的事实


那么你根本没资格去爱一个人


喜欢一个人不代表你一定要得到她，只要她能开心，你自己也会觉得高兴

当一个你爱的人出现了，就不要轻易放手


好好珍惜她/他


因为你知道你是真的很喜欢她.....

Is because i love you

And I really do...

Turn left or right?make ur own decision

its been a long long time since few months ago...
it happened like in a few seconds...
just like normal..
i wake up in the morning ,
suddenly feel so free...
i found myself....
it's been half year since i change to another people
when i look back , there are so much memories to be remember..
but not anymore..
move on is what i should do...
turn left or turn right?
it is my decision...
not anyone to make any decision for me

谢谢

一个人的生活
嗯,也许会寂寞吧
但我知道我根本不配你
所以放弃了你
有一种爱叫放手
第一次给人疼爱，
第一次给人关心，
第一次被人紧张，
你要的我都无法给你
谢谢你给了我那么快乐的时光和记忆
我会把它永远留在心中
还欠你的，我不能给...
对不起...
希望你能在未来遇到更好的
我会一直为你默默祝福
谢谢

心跳

想跟我吵架
我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉
我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走 但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽
带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近
带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起 那悬在记忆中的美好