In the end

Before that
i was thinking that to find a girlfriend who can :

a) drive nice car and fetch me (if can , hope it is lamborghini la.. cause girl looks hot with a sport car) but in the end, looks like i'm the driver... ~.~'

b) dress nicely so it will attract people's attention..(hot and pretty, of course..)
but in the end, i feels that it will be a pressure for me to cope with... T.T''

c) be by my side when i need her... (seriously i need her when i feel depressed)
but in the end, i feels that i was too selfish to keep her from other people.. @.@''

d) be my type... (mature , stylish , pretty , sexy and others.)
but in the end, i realize i wasn't perfect too.. >.<''

e) quarrel with me all the time... (quarrel with something funny or something small)
but in the end, i realize gals really dun wanna hurt the one they love.. ^.^

f) travel with me to the place where i want.. (cause seriously i really like to travel...)
but in the end, i realize everyone is different , no matter via background , interest and others.. *.*

but in the end, i realize

if someone love me, and i love her too... and
this is what i want...

My wife~

Ermm
Love grow in a smile and end with tears..
but i hope i won't shed my tears for my wife.. ^^
today i would like to blog about my wife...
her name is civic
hope u all dont mind.. =)
her age is 4 years old right now
the story happens 4 years ago..
me and my dad went to car dealer(ban chu bee)
and ask me to pick a car.. as u know
honda city 1st generation has many problems..
well , accord and civic(new release on that moment)
my eyes only focus on her..
her shape , design , engine sound , the i-vtec tat symbolise the honda car
so i think i had fall for her..
i still rmb the day i met her..
after my tuition class, and i went to pick her up
the 1st time.. i sit inside , what i feel is
comfortable
stylish
powerful

i nvr had a chance to be with her as u all know ,
i didnt get my license 4 years ago
so i had to drive kancil (which consider as my 2nd wife)
then later only i drive my wife..


Headlight

dashboard(meter)

my CD player..(displaying Lupin - Kara)
i was listening to this song when snapping tis photo.. ^^

My dad say an empty promise (so i duno whether is true or not)
he will giv me this car when i was 21 years old..! YEAH..
but expect too much , get much more dissappointment
so i dun wanna think about it..
post end here.. Cheers guys.. appreciate what u hav now..
Quote : To love a car is better than loving a person

Gonna back to MALACCA tomorrow..
god, please lead me to where i belong
give me strength to hold on my faith to you
i do really love my family
my friends
Incidents that happened doesnt stop me
i had to be strong
to protect the woman that i love the most..
this i promise you.. forever..


Indeed , i m the best actor in the world...
Without any emotion in my face but only happiness
but u nvr know what is deep inside my heart..
wounds that can nvr be healed
scars tat nvr dissappeared..

UPDATE UPDATE

Jz got back from Pulau Redang.. ~.~
Tired but happy.. Really went there without any worries
F those stupid stuffs that bother me for such a long period!
but when i came back to my hometown..
Wat the hell , the stupid PTPTN stuff again..?!
@$%^! Arghhh!!! SIEN la... Why everytime it hav to spoil my holiday mOOd?
haiya , dont care la..
go back malacca just settle..! ^^ happy go lucky..


I found that i
really hate government servant(except teachers)
phone around 20 times , always
"HARAP MAAF , SEMUA PEGAWAI SEDANG SIBUK"
hello , we pay tax to get this kind of service? MALAYSIA boleh.. ( tis quote sux@.@)
what a failure.. BOO for malaysia.. = =
One Malaysia = ?? ONE race? for wat?
Malaysia Sucks!!
Redang is really a nice place to hav vacation.. especially for couple..!
= = , but 4 stupid and noob face male went there without any gals.. WTF
sien 99 , can u try to imagine? 4 men sitting at the chair at the beach
watching HOT chicks around pulau but none of them belongs to us..( T_T )
some ppl may think we are gay? o.O? who knows.. = =''

we didnt bring camera there.. so i just snap using my phone
noob phone.. pai seh..
Ok , back to reality.. stupid stuffs coming
BUSY BUSY BUSY
hate it..!! @.@
Fine! post ends here... PTPTN plz pick up my phone plz.. (?_?)
i wonder whether those ptptn staffs are having sex in the office rather than picking up phone
(sorry , yellow minded.. ^ ^)



"Things aren't the ways they looked"
"Happy can be sad , sad can mean to be happy"
"Somethings dark, bad memories, i hate it.."
"Why this happens to me?"
"Hate it"
"There is no more place for me to depend.."
"I always alone and always..."
"Drama can be true sometimes"
"To believe is to prevent"
"Plz come back to me.. my confidence"
"Seriously i need u"
"I hate somebody who interupt my life"
"I hate somebody who think too much"
"I hate somebody who disturb my family"
"I hate to love somebody tat i don't wan to"
"I really hate hate bitches...!!!"
>.<'' my emotions are unstable lately..!

EXAM

As u all can see
Exam is really annnnnooooyyyiiiinnnngggg!!!!
AGREEE???
3 hours paper for the stupid FINANCE...
30+ formulas to memorize


In the mean time , u all also can see my table is in a mess
ohhhh! after exam i gonna clean up tis mess... @,#''

Carlsberg + twisties + burger = enjoyment

exam mood will be over tomorrow~ Yeah!
but i m suffering now.. T.T


Good Luck to me~ Baby
Saranghaeyo~ ^^

And... Not to forget to introduce u all...
Ermm ermm.. Hehe
An idol again...
KARA--!!!
Hara Goo~



This is a must watch variety show..
Invincible Youth..(G7)!! u can find it on PPS , or
if you wan.. you can get from me..
Cause i m addicted to the show too.. XD
<<<>
she will be wearing it again(i mean for the wedding dress)
It will be the day...T
HE DAY WE MARRIED... =) ..

pai seh, lately i like to dream...~
tata
10 hours to hell
13 hours to freedom.. Yeah baby!
FIGHTING!

L.O.V.E

Trying to make my blog colourful
Not emo anymore.. ^^
School has been tiring for me
Exam , assignments and presentations.. Arggg..!!
I wish i could just dump it and runaway,(how many times shud i repeat this sentence..)~.~
i've been missing lately because i've been so so so lazy to update my blog
anyway, i m updating now.. =)

Now, i really hope to look back all the things that i have done before
then i found something that really lift up my spirit..
well , she had grown up.. Totally different right now
instead of saying she is hot , i prefer to say she is mature.. ^ ^
Well, she is in a relationship , congratzz!
Cool ya, i never though she gonna be in a relationship during tis few years
Uhmmm~ , mayb i m wrong now..
Anyway, wish her all the best for her love journey! (don ask me who is it..)
i dont wanna say it.... the reason = don't know , mayb i just dun wanna mention about her?)
She will remain secret forever.. @@

Looking at her, i feel that do i really have to be mature right now?
Isnt it..? Maybe you all will think that i m childish and kinda.. ermm? funny and cute?
(i think someone is gonna vomit after this.. XD)
I just don't like to be serious sometimes..
Life should be happy and enjoy,
if you are sad , will the sky turn black because of your mood?
for me , to pass through everyday without any stress and problems
i think that day will be the best day of my life..!

I suddenly feel so tired about what im doing right now.
went to schoool , sit down , and listen to the boring lessons?
Back home and do nothing but watching drama?
hello , any entertainment please..?
i m demanding~!!
T.T , really miss those old times during foundation
just 20 minutes, my car will be full of passengers ,
lets go to somewhere else!
Now , my backseats always remain empty.. (sign*)
Guys, seriously i miss u all !
P.S : I m not gay.. = =

Eat, sleep, study , exam
Hell yea , this is my schedule everyday..
Sometimes i wish i could just sleep all day long
don hav to wake up~ nah , that was just a stupid things that i always think of AND
i never really did it.. (*sad)
I feel really lost , i feel really confused, i'm in a complicated mess , oh god , please save me..
but luckily i know things are going to be alright soon.. (i just dono why , my sense told me so..)

A girl can make me laugh , make me smile , you bring joys into my world.. Sadly , still nobody can complete my life.
It is sad to say so when you really love somebody deeply , try to think not only yourself but
others
one hand doesnt clap , it takes two ,
the same theory applys to love matters.
it takes two hand to love and it takes 2 person to fall in love..
Hell yea , i love this sentence.. LOL

=)
I start to learn about photoshop skills lately..
Well , time to share..
i waste 3 hours to complete this photo
Anyway , introduce her to you all
her name is Park Gyuri
Guess what? she is only 21 years old
Leader from KARA..

I have been a KARA-holic lately..
Post end here.. NightZzzz~

time is not going to steal away the love i have for you.
Don't take this too serious.. well , i mean for this sentence..
(winks*)..