Ideal Type.. XD too free...

pai seh, cannot sleep during midnight...
nothing to do at all... so update blog a while.. LOL
just now go out yam cha wif dom , andrew and bernard..
really have a good time with them, unfortunately it starts raining cat and dog
wtf... really stupid weather.. when we trying to get to our car, the rain drops heavier and heavier
but it was 1.30am , we should be leaving cause they have morning class tomorrow..
wat the... when we reach bukit beruang, no more RAIN.. ZZZ
the GOD must be crazy... when we have the intention to leave, He was like purposely to make the rain bigger causing us to stuck at the stupid mamak stall... summore we couldnt talk cause the noise caused by the rain drop is too loud, we need to talk louder as usual...
but sometimes i feel that it was very nice to have a bunch of friend gather together and talk about our past.. it was sweet memory indeed and sometimes we really have to laugh at ourselves about what we have done in the past...

Well, back to the TITLE display on my blog... XD
my ideal type.. paiseh , u all should know my ideal type shud be korean gals.. right?
well , i have a surprise at the end of the blog...~
just to share with u all about my ideal type..
btw , bernard always say i keep change my favourite artist..
seriously , i cant deny it.. because they are just just just so perfect to me..
but i know there is nobody as PERFECT.. XD


Name : Gianna Jun(Jeon Ji Hyun)
Age : 29 (October 30, 1981)
i know she is quite old for me.. but currently there are rumors about her and Rain.. Uhm? i think they quite match to each other.. As korea no.1 actress with korea no.1 celebrity.. How about that? LOL


Name : Kang Ji Young
Age : 16 (1994-01-18)
LOL , she is the type that i want for long time, cute and i dono what to say? innocent?seriously seeing her smile can really brighten up my days..(yeah, i know i am quite crazy = =)
btw, although she is 16 years old , but her height seriously doesnt match her age... She is cute and my most lovely member in KARA

Name : Ham Eun Jung
Age : 22 (1988-12-12)
Perhaps this gal is the most seductive gal for me.. Perhaps to say she is quite mature? Erm, seriously natural Korean Beauty~ She has the image of the Korean side.. I just dono how to describe.. btw, call me insane instead.. XD

Name : Kwon Yuri
Age : 21 (December 5, 1989)
hehe, i think she is my most favourite member in SNSD!! Dancer , cute image, btw she dont like to lose.. = ='' i really enjoy watching her dancing, although her singing ability couldnt compare to others but her funny acts and many of her little thing really does bring a lot of joy...


Name : Kang Ji Hyun(So You)
Age : February 12, 1992 (1992-02-12) (age 18)
Erm, freshie in Kpop? Yea, she just debuted not long ago with the song 'Push Push' , this song is really catchy, seriously it was nice..! as she is a newcomer.. so seriously i dono much about her.. Well , her fresh image really put a 'A' grade in my heart.. her voice seriously is very much, especially the part she sang about "she is different from others, sexy gal" hard to type in korean.. so i just direct translate to english.. = =''


Name : Park Ji Yeon
Age : 17 (June 7, 1993)
Seriously this gal is really talented.. She just finished filming Gosa 2 aka Death Bell 2.. Really looking forward for this movie although this is a scary movie.. although i dont like watching ghost movie in the cinema bcuz of the stupid sound effect.. but for her, i think i willing to watch.. and call me moron by the way... HAHAHA..

Name : Goo Hara

Age : 19 (January 13, 1991)

This gal is very sexy and very cute.. HAHA , her waist is only 20 inches , believe it or not?
= =''
seriously u should watch her in Invincible Youth, she is totally HOT! i think i continue to watch the show without yuri and sunny and hyuna, she plays very important role.. I think she sometimes really cute ^^
and the MOST surprising part....

Name : Bernard Lee Xie Ming(JOKING)
Age : 20 (birth date forget liao) lazy go check cause he is not worth for me to check on.. XD
joking joking
he is the only my foundation classmate leftover in Malacca as others went to cyber and other are different course from us.. So everyday we usually have our dinner together.. It may sounds gay.. but of course, i think 40% of my daily routine is with him.. excluding holidays..
haha...

Bernard if you see this post , i think the 1st word u will say is : "sohai"
Am i right? i know u too well.. XD
BYE , time to off for bed.. Night!

Rest~

A busy weekend with friends from Cyberjaya..
Wee kiat's birthday had spend us a day
and of course our paintball activities is another..
suddenly feels that happy moment passed very fast..
Phew, somemore to catch up with FIFA world cup 2010
this few days is really tiring and busy.. Zzz..
Finally today i made it , i SKIPPED the stupid BHR class and take a good rest
at home, but the weather is too HOT... i cant sleep at all.. = =''

人，也会有累垮的时候
试着放慢脚步，好好休息一下！





btw, she is Eunjung from T-ara...
Always support her ya!
LOL , how i wish i can sleep like her~
Eunjung fighting!

Long Lost Memories...

Time pass without any warning..
I didnt realize i had leave my secondary school for 3 years~
3 years seems so short.. Everything happened in a blink of eye
Sometimes when you walk into the society,
you really have to admit Life is Hard
we used to dream about freedom..
Yeah , now we get it..
But we miss where we belong..
for 17 years, i have been staying at there...
I really miss my hometown..
I wish to go back there... T.T
seems like many of my junior had grown a lot..
Hell , kinda a bit zzzz
Well , sometimes i just wondering,
what will be my future?
yeah , being an accountant and sit at the firm , working whole day?
nah , i don't like to work.... Seriously.. Zzz
So? - -'' when i figure it out the thing that i want to do,
usually i forget in a couple of minutes.. Zzz
Then i remember about the 6 months free after my SPM
erm, really miss that kind of long long long holiday!!!
Arggghhh!! WHY MMU holiday so short? from 3 weeks reduced to 2 weeks.. Zzz
6 months!! i shud had done a lot of things.. Zzz
Nvm
Off for ITALY VS PARAGUAY!!
World Cup~ Lets go!

Stuck

It has been a long long story..
I think this part was the worst in my life..
I never failed any subjects no matter during my primary , secondary
even foundation..
But i eventually failed my FAR during Beta Year for the 1st time in my life..
Every time i c ppl failed their paper.. I was so sad, couldnt help them at all..
Just know how to console them.. But i know the feeling..
The feeling is the worst at all.. Well , maybe some people are lucky..
Like what they say.. I suddenly feel that i really have to wake up..
Time to be much more responsible
Don't wait , wait till the last minute
Do it , don't waste time
But is that really me? Sometimes my dignity is really make me gone mad..
I have a thing in my life who stop me from success , arrogant / stubborn...
I doesnt like to listen to people's advice.. Well , sometimes i may even consider..
but i think i would hardly accept it..
Is it an act of immature? I just don't know anything about it..
Well , maybe like what people say , FAR is hard.. but still they manage to pass it..
What i get is 'F' in the result slip.. It was hurting me badly..
I don't know how it feels when getting a 'F' during the exam.. Fine!
I screwed up my FAR and i screwed up everything..
PTPTN will be barred from 1 sem.. As what they say , but i don't give a damn..
it is ok for me to go through a life which is boring, yeah , i have to stay at home and STUDY!
oh this is madness!!!
For me? That is totally impossible... Should i? Just a damn stupid thing.. Aiya , don't have to care about it , late people 1 sem only ma , doesnt affect much...
Yea , that was in my thinking for few weeks ago..
But seriously, i can't let go of it...
Mom say : it is normal to fail an exam , do ur best next time..
My mom is really an understanding person , she doesnt scold me at all, but to console me and teach me , why and why and why i failed this exam.. Now i know..
Family , is really important to me..
When i left my home for my study , i totally ignore my family , only they phone me , but i never phone them, even it was , i was just asking for pocket money.. Useless right?
Yea , blame me for everything , i used to hate it so much.. But now , all i want is to turn back everything , this is not End of the World , this is the beginning..
It starts over and over again.. I had this experience during my form 2, although didn't failed my exam , but 121 ,this figure is damn stuck deeply inside my mind..
She changed my life eventually ,
i used to hate her so much , but i would like to say thanks to her(my secondary teacher)
it was upon some reasons.. Now i know
Secondary teacher is much MORE better than University Lecturer..
I know i shudnt blame them for failing me...
I know where my standard are...
So i think it is time to reset...
I cannot be like this forever...
I have to change it..
I feel that i just stuck in the middle of nowhere...
This feeling sucks!!
I hate it but it was my mom , who had gave me a lot of support...
MOM , you're the best in the world!!
I just wanna love u forever till the day i die...
Sometimes tears doesnt bring sadness away , although i didnt cry
but deep inside , the satisfaction level is totally negative..
I hate to lose sometimes
SO I WONT GIVE UP..
I wont let it happen again...
This i promise myself... and to my dearest mom...
I will get up and make everything back to normal..
I can make it right... I knew it...
This is because i have the most wonderful woman in my life and
she is my past girlfriend , my MOM



MOM , i love you deeeeeeeeeeeeeeply in my heart... Thanks!